Me

I don't like everything about me, but I like most of me.

It took me a minute to get there. I still have self doubt and feel ugly sometimes, but overall, I feel like I am a better person than I was even three years ago. I hate that I am nice to a fault towards people who don't deserve it. I still hate my temper sometimes, but I like that I am more likely to let my feelings be known than I was before. I don't like that some people think that I am a b****. But I also know that I put on a stone face to protect myself at work and in public from people who would suck you dry if they could. Sometimes I don't like my goofiness, but most of the time I embrace it because it is what makes me me. It is also very easy to make me smile and laugh- even when I should be more serious, but I like that I do not take life too seriously.


I finally figured out that I am a good person and I can read through my own BS and know when I am not being real for myself and towards others. I can read other's BS sometimes, I am still working on that. I had a friend point out to me that I am 'good peoples' and that anyone who doesn't like me is a hater. I always suspected as much, but it was nice to hear that from someone else.